Momma

Hello Momma, probably thought you'd take this to the grave
But I'm here now Momma with a life we gotta save
So get over your petty self now
Get up apologize cuz I know you know how
Be the better man for once Momma or keep your mouth shut
Quiet trying to play it like you were never the reason I started to cut
You always yelled at me telling me I was but shouldn't be a doormat
Though in tryna stand up to you, you'd say I need to sit back
Be our Blood or not, in being a mother your skill was slack
You're supposed to be for comforting and understanding, our mother too
We aren't blood though so you made sure we never could feel connected to you
Im not living like that anymore and neither are you
As we get older our feelings start to show through
I wanted to forgive you to build a better life
But I'm not about to tiptoe around you to avoid a fight

Unable

 Unable to open up

Unable to express

Unable to move forward 

When unable to confess

Where do my thoughts go

Where do they all go

Where do my thoughts go

What do I really know?

Simple isn’t simple

When simple isn’t enough 

Simple oh so simple 

If only Life wasn’t so tough

To begin 

To end

To begin again

Is to cycle 

However in times

Times like these

Moments are paused

The day is to cease 

Yet once again unable

Unable to see

Unable to hear

Unable to speak

Unable to fear

Be on your merry way now

Forget that feeling 

Forget it somehow 

Even when unable

To live in the now