Dreams

That's how I knew I loved you

My eyes stung with tears at your words

Run away with me?

It's just a dream.

It's gonna be okay 

I tell myself that everyday

Still the thought of not having you near

You'll forget me, I fear

You're the greatest, the best

And with these words I lay to rest

May someday these dreams be real

No name

Contemplation on a moment of desperation, well in need of memorization . In irritations, lies become exaggerations and we fall short of preparation. We need a grip on the situation but we're lacking patients. Though at least on occasion we feel at new haven ...

On a real note

There's something happening inside and I can't even talk to you about it because you can't handle it... You got mad at me for what I told you... But you didn't understand that I was reaching out for help, I was asking you to help me and you turned me down... You made me feel sad and hurt, I looked to you for guidance but you showed me the door instead. Now you wonder why I stay silent.. Why I say nothing at all... It's because I fear the look you'd give me if you knew the truths of this monster within. I look upon disgrace at my reflection in the mirror. How could I have allowed myself to be this broken. 

Just as

It's the darkness that takes over, it's the black hole, the unending sadness.

I am just as broken as the rest, I am just as lost, and just as lonely.