I have only ever been lost since the year I turned 16,
The year before I had met you....
The year an older boy took my hand
The year I fell for a boy
Whose grown now to be a man
I have only ever been so broken
Shattered throughout those 16 years
But that particular year
Was the one I never knew
Would have become my greatest fear
A year there's no way to get back too
I couldn't feel before you
Or maybe it was that I never wanted too
Because once I gave myself away
I thought all my demons (s)he''d slay
Though time went on to show
Was just a young girl, a lot I didn't know

.......... possibly going to continue

Don't know exactly where I'm going don't remember exactly where I've been but I know if I can keep myself afloat my life has purpose.

She's soul searching, in the dark all along it's her who's been lurking, the girl who stole away the rainbow... she drained the color out of life leaving you left to question the ifs
She used to scare me... maybe she still does but
I know at least with her things can be alright

To know the one
Who writes these words
Causes one to question
Where the voice is coming from
Inside or outside?
When you read
Do you feel
Or are you just reading?
Are you understanding?
Relating? Contemplating?
Thinking, questioning.
Open your mind
To know the one
Who writes these words

Where are you

Where are you when I need you
The somebody I can talk to
Where are you
The someone whose meant to listen
Where are you when I need you
The somebody meant to care
Where are you
The someone whose supposed to be there
Where are you

tried something new.... hmmm

What happens when I disappear?
Will they have remembered I was here?
Would I want them to remember?
Or is it better to have them forget?

Most people have shadows when the suns up
Most people have shadows when the lights are on
But her, she has a shadow when it's dark out
But her, she has a shadow when the suns down

When you have to leave your body
Wouldn't you worry the care?
When you have to enter your mind
Wouldn't you worry about time?
When you can't escape the anxiety
Wouldn't you think to explode?
When you're personalities are mashing
Wouldn't you have thanked me for what I said?

What is there
When there isn't any time to spare
What is there
When you can't move
But you can't stand still
Soul searching
In the shadows he's lurking
The tempter, my demon, my love

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