No more

I can't think anymore my body just trembles and I can't stop crying. I just cant stop again and again my tears come and my sobs become more breath taking.  I can't take this anymore. How can love hurt so bad. how can I be so sad you were supposed to make me happy but i hurt! this hurts baby I love you and I need you right now to hold me and tell me eveything is going to be okay it will all be fine. then i want you to Push me away and let me leave i want you to go with her so you can see what it would be like maybe just maybe you may really love her more than you love me. right now I just can't take this I want to see you yet i just cant handle thinking of having to see you. the thought of you even holding me makes my body hurt. the thought of your lips on mine just make me wonder if its real or fake. Love i can't take this anymore I just can't. how many times have I told you i can handle physical pain but not emotional.  Oh baby make things right do whats right.

Who is this about?

Finger tips trace the red lines
The red lines he made on her
Impression was dark
Legs brush against the bruises
The bruises he gave her
Thoughts were compeling
Eyes blink back the tears
The tears he brought her
Poison exploseds through her body
Thumb pushes hair back to see the darkened eyes
The darkened eyes he sold her
Venom pulses through her viens
She doesn't give up though
Together they fight as one.

Silent Romance

The Crave

Silent Romance then it all begins, Goodbye he says and starts to leave. She graves his arm, begs him to stay, to understand. He shrugs her off and keeps on walking  She follows close behind. Anger boils inside them both. His anger She doesn't fully understand. Would he really believe she would do 'that' to him? Where is his trust. Her anger is of one divined. She's feeding off him. Confused at why he makes such a big deal of this. But she loves being controlled and she craves more.

The Difference

The difference is that someone normal would see their flaws. He's not okay with her talking to certain guys but yet he can talk to certain girls? She's just to flirty in trying to be nice and he claims to trust her yet he proves he does not.

The Game

The game begins too play out like a movie and they both prove to be weak, but he plays on her has she plays on him. They play to gain the upper hand, to try and see how far they can get.

The Lie

The lie comes into play next. She tells him what she thinks she knows and he says it's nothing, not true, but inside his heart is aching because he knows she knows the truth.

The Cheat

She only cheated once but to her defense she was drunk and remembers nothing! She was taken advantage of. Yet he cheats and freaks. He's no better than her honestly worse. He has a problem with wanting more. She is the same.

The Love

Her love is enough though to keep her there with him. She reaches for his hand and searches for the truth in his eyes. Notice all the pain there though, all the hurt lingering just beyond the surface.

The Mistake

Does he see what's happening? Does he realize what he's doing? Does he understand his words don't hold complete truth? His flaw is easy to point out.

The Wrong

She was wrong in what she did, holding the truth to herself and letting him carry on, hoping he'd eventually tell her the truth.

The Truth

He has to do what's right or he will lose the one he claims to love. The truth is he knows he has to stop or life will only get worse for him. Truth is I can ruin his life even more than I already have or I can also make it better.

The Decision

He's got to decide what he wants, who he wants and how he's going to handle everything.

The Player

But the player plays no more, for she is no toy and she will take no more. Either he stops or she stops.

Silent Romance

This is my silent romance. I love on you with every feeling I have, anger, love, pleasure  and pain. Lover, How you love on me makes me want to cry. Look what we do to each other? All the pain we cause. All the jealousy we bring to this relationship?!?! I start to wonder is this even love anymore or is this lust? I'm so confused! So I just love on you, for you are my secret, my silent romance. What am I to you? Boy let me know.