Chained-- By; Alex Stiltz

I'm chained up against my will

Somebody please help me I need

to escape from this horrible place

My body has gone into shock

and I have lost complete

control. My breathing has

faltered and it seems

like I'm dying. I have

slipped into a deep undisturbed

sleep. When I woke, I was

bleeding because I had 

been stabbed. During all

this, I am still chained.

I don't know who's doing

this to me. This person is

very cruel and must really

hate me, but I have no

idea why. I haven't done

anything to anyone. My

body has shut down

and I know I'm now

dead. At least I will 

never be chained

again. Ever!

No Name (Yet)

I feel it as it pulses through my veins

The feelings over-welming but I love it

I want to scream for joy

Because I can feel a feeling

I haven't felt before

This time is something different

Each time a different "Pass"

I think I love this feeling

There's no way I'm going back

Posion flows through me

The feeling is so much

It's blocking out the bad things

Replacing them with black-spots

I'm not sure why I hurt

Because no pain is lingering here

My heart feels like it's overflowing

my mind is in a daze

I want to show you how I feel

But I'm not sure what to say

Craveings seem so useless

Needs become only wants

I no longer hunger

Because I'm thankfull for

What I've got.

*StAR*

Sleep

I want to sleep

A dream-less Sleep

Or a crazy dream sleep

Just sleep

I'm so tired of the nightmare

That has been haunting me

For the past week

I'm tired of the nightmare

that leaves me crying

feeling so weak

the nightmare that causes me

To wake up screaming

Leaves me scared to fall back asleep

I want to sleep

A dream-less sleep

Or a crazy dream sleep

Just sleep

Help me sleep

A real sleep

Take away my nightmare

So I can finally rest

and sleep

Invisible

Invisible tears stream down my cheek

Fall to my knees, feeling so weak

A silent scream from behind my lips

Body starts shaking as my world tips

You throw me off balance with the words you say

My minds still foggy from that time you blew me away

Neverland is a place and two words with one meaning

Never-land means floating in air while hope is leaning

It's easier to run away from fear 

Then to sit here, the truth you'd have to hear

I'd ask you what it all means but it's to much

The words you tell me are painful and such

Don't take this as in I don't want to listen

I do really do but look away if it's to much to see tears glisten

If you want to leave because it's to much to watch me cry

Then leave me now and don't look back while I try to fly

No, never ever have I thought, what I do is wrong

Because abuse is all I've ever known, so long

Invisible tears stream down my cheek

Fall to my knees, feeling so weak

A silent scream from behind my lips

Body starts shaking as my world tips

doors

sitting in a room behind closed doors

I just thought I'd post this randomly well post later

I Can't Take Anymore

I can't take anymore

It's too long distance

I'm to attached

It's to much to handle

I can't take anymore

I'm not sure how to say it

I'm not sure what to say

I can no longer take this 

Please let me go

This relationship

It's to much for me 

Can't stand getting close

Because I'm scared

It's a fear I can't handle

So take my hands in yours 

And tell me I am yours

Then let go of me

And the pain I cause

Tell yourself your better off

Because I can tell you now

There's no getting better

I can't take this anymore

Please walk away

Don't look me in the eyes

for I'm scared 

What you have to say

I still want you by my side

But that's too much to ask

I wont as you to wait for me

When you can do so much better

Should have known

There is nothing left for me

I can't take anymore

Just so you know

just so you know i'm only just getting started on this blog so it might take awhile for me to get the hang of this but i'm looking forward to posting information and all.