Tuesday, November 27, 2012

My boring messed up life: Confrontations

My boring messed up life: Confrontations: Ready to face this, But alone? I can't do it. I'm too fragile. What if I break? Who'll put me back together? How long will it take? I'm not...

Hate (@): The decay

Hate (@): The decay: How do you explain the pain of the heart to a person that doesn't earn the name of a lover or a hater or how do you explain the decay of tru...

Monday, November 19, 2012

Some little things



Look there and think. Stand here and understand. Why would you stare into my eyes and let me see your soul yet be scared i dont really want you? Listen now you will to me, I love you so much! When will that you see?


I shall revenge for you in your time of pain. Let your heart heal and your mind rest in ease. You deserve not this but better no one should get away with such madness. For you my friend i will revenge, but i will also bring you the answers you seek.





such a beautiful face looked at me then vanished where did you go i ask aloud? My dream ended there


I awoke before the sun today and i smiled for most the pain had gone away then i shook my head and laughed, "How could i forget that saying?" one ever said to me? why my girl, the truth shall set u free. thank so much:)


Breathe me in, let my poison set into your mind, let me become your thoughts, let me become what you want. Close your eyes and enjoy the time here given to us. Never know when it may end.

I am the greatest i run to full grounds the sky always open awaiting my return. when my heart turns silver and my eyes hold the stars our worlds will merge

Such a pretty face broken but a smile so great :D

What a beauty such a shame such madness was caused her

Let me speak, let me be heard, let me be free, and in my dream i was:)


Thursday, November 8, 2012

Consumed Me

I was addicted
I was a fool
So lust filled
So infatuated
Sex, constantly there
I begged lots
I plead still
Such a delicious thing
So amazing to feel
But I've started to realize
I don't need it
I don't have to have it
Can no longer afford stupidity
It'll be the death of me
Awesomely attached
Joined hip to hip
It's a fix
That must always be fixed
Like a drug addiction
I'm certainly a victim
Pleasure came from pain
Mixed in the mist
The world became lost
To me it broke and healed
( You can't blame yourself
For you never knew
All the memories
Lingering in my mind)
I was addicted
I was a fool
So lust filled
So infatuated 
Now consumed