Just how I feel tonight

Part of me feels like I'm falling apart. Part of me shines while the other is the dark. How can I tell you how I feel without bringing you down. how can I move forward when I live in this town. I guess I'm in too deep I just want a break, but to leave from where I'm at? There's too much at stake. Put a smile on my face to mask the sarrow. I won't lie though inside I feel hallow. You would never tell by looking at me. My burden isn't one the eyes can see.