He's waiting

He's there, I know he's there, he's laying in bed waiting for me
He's hoping, hoping, that my thoughts aren't trrue
He's off in his mind dreaming of a life we both want
He's drowning away the thought of me with every smoke
He's down to the bottom of every bottle
He's thinking maybe he can do it differently, I guess we'll see
He's thinking now, I hear his thoughts grow louder
He's wishing now, to have me just a little longer
He's lucky though that he makes my heart sputter
He's special, now I hope he knows